setelah sekian lama

setelah sekian lama;

i) xmenulis..(eceh)...

baru2 ni gile bz keje dtg xhenti..semua nk cepat..kalu la idea pun mencurah2 xpe..tp kne terima je la..dh masuk dlm bidang ni kene la sentiasa ber'idea' yg mencurah2..skang ni barula rase leh benafas ckt..(tummy in..tummy out...erkk..tarik nafas ni..)..konon baru leh mencoret kat blog la..

wpun bz pd hari bekeje..hari mggu adalah hari mggu..cuti adalah cuti..no way of thinking about any f***ing (sori for the bad word friends..but i still wanna say it..feel lega sometimes..hwever the zikir/mengaji still the best remedy for jiwa yg mencari ketenangan) unimportant life's problem (never ever worth to think about)!

i maybe need a lot of time to eliminate some problem (the same old problems) from my benak fikiran/memori otak ni..time will tell..duhh..but shorter time if family & friends are with us...& i thank u them yg selama ni bnyk sgt support aku dr bnyk segi..
kdg2 aku rase telalu lembik sbb rase diri ni telalu naif..telalu baik (ke??)..telalu mengalah..telalu hard to say NO!..telalu menjaga perasaan org lain sdgkan perasaan sndri xtejaga...wtever..so it is true..damn true..pengalaman hidup bnyk mengajar kite utk jadi lebih matang & bijak mengatur kehidupan masa hadapan..mengorak langkah..untuk sukses..dunia akhirat..insyaAllah..

ii)sepi..
kembali..tp xpasti how the 'thing' is going to b in the future..apepun dh lain dr dulu kot...

tp 'why' is the word yg bemain kat minda...adakah aku yg telalu befikir???

aku sgt benci keadaan yg mcm ini..it's sooooooo awkward & pelik...

ke aku ni sbnrnye menipu diri sndiri...???x kot...ke aku telah misundestood selama ni??

wtever the fish thing it is...i still mengharapkan bende ni back to normal condition or even better not worse...insyaAllah..

ape2 pun kite mesti enjoy!!!(gaya puteri nora danish)..konon gmbr kat bwh tu aku njoy la ye..heheh..selamat mencuba!(xdek kaitan)