setelah sekian lama

setelah sekian lama;

i) xmenulis..(eceh)...

baru2 ni gile bz keje dtg xhenti..semua nk cepat..kalu la idea pun mencurah2 xpe..tp kne terima je la..dh masuk dlm bidang ni kene la sentiasa ber'idea' yg mencurah2..skang ni barula rase leh benafas ckt..(tummy in..tummy out...erkk..tarik nafas ni..)..konon baru leh mencoret kat blog la..

wpun bz pd hari bekeje..hari mggu adalah hari mggu..cuti adalah cuti..no way of thinking about any f***ing (sori for the bad word friends..but i still wanna say it..feel lega sometimes..hwever the zikir/mengaji still the best remedy for jiwa yg mencari ketenangan) unimportant life's problem (never ever worth to think about)!

i maybe need a lot of time to eliminate some problem (the same old problems) from my benak fikiran/memori otak ni..time will tell..duhh..but shorter time if family & friends are with us...& i thank u them yg selama ni bnyk sgt support aku dr bnyk segi..
kdg2 aku rase telalu lembik sbb rase diri ni telalu naif..telalu baik (ke??)..telalu mengalah..telalu hard to say NO!..telalu menjaga perasaan org lain sdgkan perasaan sndri xtejaga...wtever..so it is true..damn true..pengalaman hidup bnyk mengajar kite utk jadi lebih matang & bijak mengatur kehidupan masa hadapan..mengorak langkah..untuk sukses..dunia akhirat..insyaAllah..

ii)sepi..
kembali..tp xpasti how the 'thing' is going to b in the future..apepun dh lain dr dulu kot...

tp 'why' is the word yg bemain kat minda...adakah aku yg telalu befikir???

aku sgt benci keadaan yg mcm ini..it's sooooooo awkward & pelik...

ke aku ni sbnrnye menipu diri sndiri...???x kot...ke aku telah misundestood selama ni??

wtever the fish thing it is...i still mengharapkan bende ni back to normal condition or even better not worse...insyaAllah..

ape2 pun kite mesti enjoy!!!(gaya puteri nora danish)..konon gmbr kat bwh tu aku njoy la ye..heheh..selamat mencuba!(xdek kaitan)

weekendsssss

weekenderssssssss...

sabtu lepas..17/10/09..aku g wedding mmbe mara pc dlu..husband die punye side..kat bangi..g je la sbb xdpt g yg kat tganu..lgpun die ajak..mmbe2 yg lain pn nk g..ikut je..sort of reunion gak la sbb kwn2 rapat time skolah lu sume dtg..mkan pun ckt je sbb xcited sgt jumpe diorg..sembang xabes!tp....cendol sgt sdap...aiseh..rase teringin nk mkn cendol lak skang tetibe..

esoknye..ahad..aku amek test computer lesen...&..aku LULUS!!!!yes!thank ALLAH to this..time nk amek test semacam jek rasenye..sbb dh lame sgt xamek test..(since final exam uni)...perasaan gemuruh jiwa gitu..haha..apepun..aku nk amek next session kat metro driving academy to bile la pulak lg kan...malas betol..tggu next month la..hehehe..

yesterday..24/10/09..

bangun sgtla lmbt dari tdo..kul 1245..noon ok..haha..bgun tdo bgun tdo..weekend beb!bile lg nk bgun yg sgt la begitu lewat..haha..nk kuar xdek motif lak aku rase sbb aku sorg...nk ajak mmbe mls..knon nk tggu org ajak la..then while im enjoying my roti scramble egg..choc milk..arjun rampal (most handsome n who get me xbekelip memandangnya)...(hindustan movie on tv3)...my handphone vibrate..ooo..wana...hehe..dipendekkan cite..kitorg kat midvalley bershopping2..!!penat & lapo membawa kami ke secret recipe..sembang2..yogurt cheese yg sooo alluring....my cheese cake will be that way too..hehehe..

today..sunday..25/10/09..

i end up at cc..blogging..facebook(never get tired of FB..)haahaha..definitely..maybe..

ramai bebenor teenagers yg umornye aku rase 13-15 kot..budak2 sek rendah pun ade!dh pndai men myspace..suke sgt diorg ni..generasi zaman skang....kalu dh pndai jalan..becakap...sume jadi..hmmm....

btw...sgt kesal & sedih dgan kes2 rogol kanak2 yg semakin menjadi2..=(

ade lagi...

lupe...ari rabu: 8tv>>>>2200-2300~~

the Reaper!!!bes & lawak sgt!

ari khamis ade america's next top model lak..kul 10pm gak rasenye...kat 8tv baru cycle 9...haish..kat us dah cycle 13 kot..dan.......aku dh tau sape yg menangnye...korg pun mesti dh tau gak...

crazycookiesssssssss..!!!

semenjak 2 menjak ni rutin malam aku adalah mnonton TV!

nasib baik la tiap2 ari dlm weekdays ade cite bes yg leh wat aku melekat kat tv..so aku xla sangap sgt sbb laptop utk main game(function utama laptop) xdek dah!!

senin:

2030-2130(Ntv7)~~~Lie To Me

2130-2230(8tv)~~~~Dollhouse

2230-2330(8tv)~~~~Burn Notice

selasa:

2130-2230(8tv)~~~Pushing daisies

2230-2330(8tv)~~~GOSSIP GIRL!!!!!!!(must watch!!)shhh...xoxo...=D

rabu.....khamis:

blogger boy ari pe ye?rabu ke khamis?

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Jumaat:

NURKASIH!!!!!!=)))semua cite ni adalah tidak mengecewakan..percayalah..haha

congratulation..

congratulation to my fren! for her graduation...so..it will be another new beginning(i think) in her life after her beautiful engagement day...=D...tahniah n tahniah....so happy for her..hope she will be blessed always..do pray for me also my sis afzan..hehehe..gmbar2 ini dicilok dari her facebook..(k.jan dun mind kan..hehe)...huhu..sdey xdpt muncul dlm gmbr2 ni...of coz sdey gak xsmpat muncul...anak kat ina..NABIL pun dh besar!

way to malacca...

i will be on journey to malacca today...3/10/2009..attending 1 of my close fren's convocation..but actually i will not make it the ceremony bcoz the event is happening now...so i will juz meet her after that...cant wait!=D
also...tonight will be my classmates(BMCTs) gathering...ikan bakar....nyum2...woooooshhhhh...

touchful.....

7syawal..26/09/2009..

otw balik ke KL..aku tumpang membe adik aku a.k.a membe aku gak..a.k.a ex-neighbour..kekawan time2 kecik2 lagi behingus dulu...lica n cirah...kitorng sggah raub jap..umah me besfren!!!me longtime no c besfren!...NORMA ADRINA(luv her)..touching gak memule tu..smpai speechless..asek nk gelak je..sbb sgt seronok dpt jumpe blk..senyum smpai ke telinga smpai lenguh rahang aku..haha. ktorang sembang smpai xsedar almost 2hours kat ctu..nsb baek our journey to KL dh xlame..nk smpai dh..2-3 jam je lg..mkn nasi minyak yg mak die masak..amek2 gmbr lg..hehehehehe...bes! all this image taken from her blog...=D

emmuahhs!!